Forbidden Love

I love you,
I really, really do love you
more than the world
and much more than myself

But I fear it's too late
too late to confess
too late to remind you
I'll always be there for you

Also, what I fear is coming true
you like someone else
Have you liked me before?
Either way, it's impossible now

I've warned myself a couple of times,
if it's not now, it might be too late
if I ever had a chance
definitely not now

There's no more need to confess
I'm possitive you know
I am utterly
and harshly falling for you

And so, because you know
what I feared is coming true
first, I lost a good friend
second, I'm still in love with you

From the day I realized
I couldn't stop thinking about you
I also, realized it's hopeless
nothing can shape reality

I'd never been right for you
and you'll never be right for me
an immortal can never get along
with those who are human

And someone like me
will hold back
continuing through the sorrow
until one day death hits me

And because I'm not meant for you
and you're not meant for me
I give up,
we'll never be together

although, no matter how much I regret
I'm still unconditionally in love
with you

striving through this
forbidden love
on my own


[Published:10.23.08]