I have no idea
as to why I'm being irrational
confused by my own actions,
I act emotional
Getting pissed over something
that is unbelievably low
My bestfriend
who left me for that girl
Something I told you
that it would be okay
and yet, I'd never thought
I'd come to dislike it in a way
Yet I'm discusted
not at you
but at myself
for despising the truth
Why can't I congratulate you
like others would
wanting only to run away
if I could
To never feel it again
I'd do anything to run from the pain
to never face you again
but instead, live with the memories I'd gained
I wanna die for refusing to give in
to not be able to bless, but to argue
to refuse at such a rate, the person you love
[Published: 11.05.08]
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