Always

My perfect Romeo

One that I loved so

And to think I'd be the one

To had ever let you go

My vision of life was blurring

As were my eyes

I felt another tear trickle

And more poor to the side

I never wanted to love

I never wanted to know

But as time passed by

I never wanted to let go

So tell me what I did wrong

To make you never come back again

Tell me why we stopped

My life coming to an end

So tell me why

We crashed and burned

Driven to the point

Of no return

I never wanted to let you go

Never said good bye

So clearify my sanity

And tell me, why?

I'm sorry I caused you pain

I'm sorry I caused you sorrow

But at least tell me why

I'd still be wondering tomorrow

All I wanted

Was you in my life

Never having to let you go

Along with the tears and good byes

You made me smile

You made me cry

All the while

Claiming my heart, my soul, my life

It's over now

I should say

At least the pain

Has gone away

All the while

Replaced with more

Unlimited torture

My heart pounding sore

I'm lost again

My whole self gone

And yet still wondering

What had gone wrong

Was it you or me

Or maybe her

Maybe it would've lasted

If she wasn't there

But I would never do it,

Take her away,

I would never leave you like me

Getting duller day by day

You were my number one

And you still are

So if and when you need me

I won't be far

I'll listen, I'll talk

When you need me to

And never forget

I'm there for you

There to cheerish and care

Check all of above

And most of all

You'd always be loved

[Published: 01.19.09]