Darkness

Sure, it's sunny outside
But it's pitch black in here,
I reach out to the distance
But no one is there

As pure and beautiful
This world may seem
It's not possible for someone like me
To exist in such a place

For there is soul in everyone
In everything of this world
Except me
I do not belong here

In other places,
Peace, calm free
I also do not belong there
For nothing can match me

For there is so much hatred
Darkness, inside of me
That no words can explain,
No senses can hear or see

Inside there is only hatred
Everything but love, peace and passion
Because I hate so much
There's nothing I could do to resist temptation

I'll spare you
Take away my life instead
The only way to free myself
From this eternal darkness



Written: October 22, 2008